Its getting worse.
Your screenname appears on the bottom of my screen, and my heart beats furiously. One question faces me,
''Should i, or not?''
And sometimes i start to write to you, but i erase it and say to myself ''ill do it tomorrow'' but then i dont, and then i go to bed and cant sleep because im regretting not doing it.
I really would love for you to come and see me again, i promise i wont make it awkward, i'd just love to see you, to hear you..
I gaze upon your picture at times, and my heart pretty much melts - just the sight of you is enough for me to go weak at the knees and that feeling hasn't crossed me in a very long time.
If you were to read this, i dont know what i'd do. Whether i'd be happy or sad, i have no idea. All i know is that you cannot undo what is already done, and myu god, those few months were the happiest ive been in such a long time, and the reason why we stopped, i have no idea. it was your desiscion, anyway,
i will tell you one day, one day soon.
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