well august 11th since i wrote laugh; hardly anything has changed. Although, i think maybe i'm going'back to that 'place' which i had done so well to get out of.
love triangles suck dont you think. here's some things i'd love to say to everyone but cant.
1) im sorry.
2) just come home because im hurting.
3) i lied to you; i am sorry.
4) don't get too attached to me, i'll hurt you.
5) you're everything i wish to be.
6) you've basically changed everything about me and i hate it.
7) You've always been there, and thank you for it.
8) I won't ever forget you, or meet a single soul like you. I shouldnt have gotten to attatched because now i miss you like i would miss the sun if it were to go away.
9) you really are an idiot; how could you do that to yourself, to everyone who cares for you?
10) I shouldn't have become so close to you. i literally trust you with everything i am. you're the one who continually makes me smile and laugh, and i lied to you, and i cant sleep at night because of it, and im sorry, but i have completley fallen for you.
